The worst TOXIN of all (besides GREED) is DISCONNECT !

Fri. May 2, 2025, 5:30 pm.

Wed. May 21, 2025, 9:30 am.

".. On Second thought" .. something we totally quit doing .. or it is just WOKE people screaming opposition and the REAL HUMAN NORMAL is THINKING questioning to UNDERSTAND is in the deeper ONION LAYERS of finding TRUTH? 

Once you find the real heart of  TRUTH (go thru the damn onion, not just the 2 outer skins!), THEN you can work on "FAIR?". (I know nothing of JEW history but it just does NOT seem FAIR, even feels EVIL to destroy an entire country because you killed 1000 of my people. Why did they feel such rage? You Netanyahu can NOT be blameless. But destroying 100 x more humans in REVENGE solves NOTHING! But I do not have time to study the whole Jewish history so I HATE Netanyahu) SO .. we just GENERALIZE MANY things beacue we have no time and are OVERWHELMED. Generalizing leads to thoughtless BIAS and demonization. 🤔

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Here is an example .. IRS tax rate .. I wanted to know if like in Canada I pay 50% tax on my nothing and the wealth pays like 15%. As usual not sure if true but everybody screams rich pay less. Warren buffet paid same tax as his secretary when he was close to richest man. Great man to point out .. did anything change? Doubt it. If you look at the chart and explanation below .. if you are SLOW like me (I am pretty much an idiot other than my "BIG PICTURE of 'happy' human" GENIUS 🤪 .. if you are impatient .. I do not get it. My conclusion? IRS makes things so difficult we give up and get help with our taxes. But on second thought this is STUPID .. the job should be to find SIMPLE way for us to understand. So as a WOKE screaming Liberal, I demonize the govt, while "FIRST Thought Republicans" just say "PAY your taxes little one Stop complaining!" yet the NORMAL HUMAN 3rd thought says .."Oh they are making it FAIR vs my shallow thinking!! 

Wow! took my brain a little more time to throw this around ?subconsciously but now "I GET IT!" 🤯 Stupid forever, but I finally GET IT. It would NOT be FAIR to say that below $50,000 you pay 40%, below $80,000 you pay 30%. If I am paid 50,000 vs $51,000 I would pay tons more tax just for NOT getting a 1000$ raise!🙈 So the coomp[licated explanation below the chart just SHOWS HOW THIS IS MADE FAIR. Yup my brain is really gone for any MANAGEMENT tyor of THINKING. I can Muti THINK .. but Multitask more preactical thinking? is impossible! Am I the only one who gets frustrated with complicated? NO! I just realized that is why my daughter hates me. Deeper thinking and questioning make EVERYTHING COMPLICATED.

Yup I am STUPID in real world JUST get it DONE tasks! Left brains are great with Life tasks and MANAGING life her, now! But yet .. hella more people than me generalizing .. NEVER BOTHER with that 3rd and 4th onion THOUGHT LAYER! Most are too stressed trying to survive to have any TIME to think more deeply! So we HUMANS are dying because we demonize between "thought one" and "thought 2" .. instead of NORMAL Human going into 3rd and 4th and 5th thought layers. Even just "thought # 3" could save us a lot 0f HEART ACHE! So we start going past the onion skin DEMONIZING of problems .. or we DIE!

Mon. May 19, 2025, 5:15 pm.

NORMAL Humans have a Balanced Right and Left Hemisphere brain. Well, MORE BALANCED than we now are! Our more prevalent Brain hemisphere gave us our character .. more a DReamer .. or a DOER? Or .. A Worrier always frustrated a WARRIOR. But all manner of toxins have fried our brain wiring and it would seem by the huge numbers of NON THINKING PEOPLE our Right Brain THINKING wiring has been destroyed. We are no longer able to THINK more deeply. Republican focus simply and have tunnel vision on success or winning. WOKE dems think one more layer of the onion and SCREAM the opposite. Can we say if the problems of life are an onion, conservatives grab the crackle shell and woke grab the elastic layer and they just DEMONIZE the opposite screaming. But REAL solving of problems takes working thru ALL the onion layers to get to the TRUTH and best solution. We no longer do that! It seems all we can do is scream at each other. No Wonder Mcgilchrist (Link) says LEFT Brains are destroying CIVILIZATION. There is no more civility in our behaviour! Hopefully us more quiet THINKERS are still the masses? We have to take back our POWER! 

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Last Night's "60 minutes" CBS, was about "CHILDREN of WAR" .. that a dad's PTSD can be  CATCHING for his kids! So so sad to see how the child suffered seeing Dad destroyed by the memories of the deaths he saw in war. It is my theory (Warrior/ Worrier) that those who go in the Armed Forces are Left brain. A single job to do, get the enemy .. "Let's get it done". But his son seemed so right brain, sensitive and caring so much so he felt the family would be better off not having to worry about him too? He tried to hang himself at was it 15? HORRIFYING. But what TOTALLY CONFUSES ME 5 years later .. HE SIGNED UP FOR THE ARMY. You would think he would say "Hmm .. Those power people declare war, but then WE need to fight the WAR THEY chose .. "you little guys, go and take the hit for us, while we stay safe and place orders" You would think as a 7 year old seeing the horror caused he would be the LAST to sign up. I would say there is a Left brain proving NOTHING can change their thinking .. first thought only .. NEVER a second thought or REAL analysis. But the flaw in my thinking is he was such a lovely kid caring child. Left brain people focus on "ME,mine, here, NOW" and winning. 

This is so confusing. If we have all the U Penn depts studying all of this, maybe we will come up with ANSWERS to so many more questions. Perhaps I have become totally tunnel vision? and biased on LEFT Brains destroying humanity? Please join us and let's return to how humans lived for MILLENIA just fine .. by discussing CIVILY around the fire. We Pioneers took over those "PRIMITIVES" and destroyed Civilization in just 100 or 150 years! COKE was the beginning of our destruction! 🙈 Destroying WILL POWER + Brain washing plus DIVISION in every way, by screens social and STRESS = the PERFECT formula to destroy NORMAL Humans. see the "Law of NORMAL". But why do they want to DESTROY US?? 🤔

Fri May 2, 2025, 5:30 pm.

Why would I say such a weird thing? Because our processed FOOD INDUSTRY is FAR FAR worse than any drug lords! At its worst opioids killed say 112, 000 in 2022. EVERY SINGLE YEAR (for decades?) Heart disease killed about 675,000 probably escalated by the crap in processed food. Why do I say that? Once the FAT FREE crap began in maybe the 80's I started eating butter like chocolate and cream like milk. I was protesting because my mom died of a heart attack and we lived on a dairy farm. So if FAT was the cause I should be dead .. but not yet at 78. There was the whole FAT FREE CAMPAIGN to prevent heart disease. SURE! Because the only people HARMED would be Farmers .. NOT the big Corporate Food Giants! I am an expert in NOTHING but I collect and CONNECT anything to do with HUMAN HEALTH AND SOCIETY. They slowly back ed off the FAT free and it receded in people's minds, but not mine because my INTUITION is usually right. CONNECTING things is what gives us intelligence but no one has the patience or time today. Since I am obsessed and not working I connect all things health .. my only good to the world. 

A year or 2 before covid .. GUESS WHAT!!! I was right all along!! I found an article EXPOSING the fat lie and how Harvardx had twisted the research for the cor[orations. Did they create covid FEAR because that was starting to get into the consciousness of NORMAL Thinking HUMANS? Just interesting how we jump on outsiders (Drug cartels) when our own country's cor[orate power has been drugging us for decades! Did Functional Medicine go anywhere? I thought finally my life's obession would FIX HEALTH. We do not want CARE .. we do not want to be SICK! Star and wheat cause INFLAMMATION! the basis of disease. Interesting to how GLUTEN became the enemy, while GOOD NATURAL WHEAT does NOT create INFLAMMATION! Tell me this! Why does sugar have 56 different names? .. and is in everything? Because it inflames our weaker areas and we end up sick and needing DRUGS, sometimes FOR LIFE. Ludicrous screaming about these gang evil immigrants when our own country creates far far more pain and MULTIPLES of DEATH .. often SLOW DEATH with pain.

Please tell me why Luigi is so evil? Killing quickly deserves life in jail, right? Would you not agree killing slowly with painful disease is WORSE? Yet these wealthy food and DRUG companies reap profit on profit since COKE was introduced worse and worse. AT 9, I could not figure out why you would build your body .. THE CATHEDRAL or YOUR SOUL .. with brown sugar water ..coke? I guess the strange behaviour of humans has fascinated me ever since, then the CHEAT cause on my mother's heart attack. I guess I have been enraged at our "health CARE system" my entire life! Most of the death by disease is INFLAMMING our problem areas so they can PROFIT off our body. They really are insane stupid .. we will die with A I .. no job, no food .. we DIE. Then who do they profit from? This is not a conspiracy "theory". It is ALL a conspiracy! Wake up. Ben Franklin and the f f are so so SAD! Thie is not their plan at all!! Can we do B.F. 2.0 and make an ORDER SYSTEM for "We the people"? if we do the work of calculating FAIR we can! But first we have to put down the god damned PHONE and act like a NORMALHUMAN AGAIN! Connecting to each other and our ideas. We keep up this behaviour demonizing, too lazy to discuss? REAL Humans will explode (suicide, Overdose, or mass murder). Humans will be extinct replaced by phone faced ZOMBIES.

Fri. May 16, 2025, 3:00 pm.

Instead of DISCUSSING like NORMAL humans used to do we just scream from opposite sides of the street. Or so it seems ! I am hope there are lots of QUIET still THINKING instead of screaming GOOD Humans out there. We GENERALIZE to keep life more orderly. The LOUD ones make us veru depressed. So this website is meant to be a Gathering place for still THINKING DISCUSSING GOOD NORMAL Humans. The SCREANERS have their influencers and social SHALLOW. Somehow we have to bring them to OUR side because civilization is dying because of THEM and the evil CEO's.

Re screaming? Wake up! Life is all GREY .. there is no black and white right wrong if ttrying to SOLVE PROBLEMS as a HUMAN Family. If you are here for ME ..get off the planet! We are now just TOO LAZY to figure out which choice is MORE wrong or MORE good. We simplify and it is destroying civilization.

We hate immigrants and want them out. Is that stupid or what? Sorry I generalize and say the same thing bec. in TO they were brought in so banks could pay then less. you must say your salary desire and if you are used to living with 4 in a studio apt my son can not compete. Why no decent jobs for someone born here that went to university like told. Contracts that TWIST and FAIR are also very common. But that is stupid of me because these people were CONNED into coming by evil colleges who proift of their 50,000 tuition and ADVERTISE with BILL BOARDS in their country. The promo is a total lie. Canada is horrible now. So whoever is still promoting the American dream is LOST in 15 -20 years ago! There is no American dream any more! So why should immigrants be CONNED .. SCAMMED into coming. If kids lifestyle is WORSE then parents was .. if 60% live paycheck to pay check where is the american dream? I guess they are so SELF CONFIDENT they believ they will be the 40% doing ok? Hah that is why they speak so loud in THEIR language ,making me feel like and OUTSIDER in my own country. As you can see .. nothing is YES! NO! Bad good! So many QUESTIONS

AMERICA no longer is THE DREAM! We are living in the past just like trump bringing back manufacturing! 🙈 That dream too is gone thanks to your A I and ROBOTS! They are the last invention we get to take EXTREME. Humans are DEAD .. dead by the DISEASE of STUPIDITY or BRAIN DEATH. The MIND and "HEART" must reside in the Right hemisphere and it is more sensitive to our toxins of greed.

Diminishing a problem to good/bad, right/wrong is STUPID .. LAZY and IRRESPONSIBLE. But this is actually the basis of the conservative SIMPLIFICATION!! Proof right there of Mcgilchrist's brain work!! "Left brains are DESTROYING CIVILIZATION!" on the UNHERD Blog.

Fri. May 16, 2025, 3:30 pm.

A price depends on its ability to ACTUALLY provide the good or service to truly do the job, hopefully for YEARS, not months. We live in a throwaway society! Do you really think the cheapest insurance will have the money to pay out your claim when the time comes??!

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Wed. April 16, 2025, 11:30 am.

G.O.D. ! That's me .. listen to ME .. or DIE! at least if you are still a NORMAL HUMAN, not a SHEEP, ZOMBIE or just PURE EVIL. Yup I am G.O.D. grouchy OLD DICTATOR! and if you form the LAST church country on my ONE COMMANDMENT RULE .. I promise things will work 1000x better than where we are today! (ONE LAW! Just be FAIR .. be a decent HUMAN and do NO HARM to our human FAMILY and HOME! SIMPLE! 

But .. (the MOST important word in life) BUT! .. very hard to do! We are LAZY and irresponsible sheep with a GOD of MORE, Faster easier! For 50 years this WORSHIP because greater and greater. Letting the power and control structure SHEPHERD us into selfish shallow behaviour was the worst thing ever. How do you think humans lived for MILLENNIA, but we "pioneers" come along in 250 years destroy everything. NOTMAL is living TOGETHER considering the WHOLE family and doing no HARM to others. A Focus on MONEY and MORE destroyed NORMAL. Now we created fast easy MORE .. hell! Keep on being lazy and Live in shallow selfish HELL .. or STEP OUT .. BOYCOTT the insane and evil power control structure .. and we create our UTOPIA .. hard heaven because there is WORK (much time, and Patience is involved to GET ALONG!) We have totally Forgotten how to DISCUSS and compromise! It can be easy .. if we can RE-LEARN TOGETHER.

Yes we have been totally LAZY and irresponsible. BUT .. when we are so overloaded and overwhelmed we need to simplify just to SURVIVE. Our LAZY demonizing generalizes instead of taking time to HEAR and UNDERSTAND the other. But if working 2 jobs just to pay rent and eat it is HARD to worry about the "country". How did we get so stressed when in the 70's, my conference was how will we handle all the free time CONVENIENCES (laundry appliances and microwaves) would allow? Very Very strange what ACTUALLY HAPPENED. completely the OPPOSITE! 🙈 Probably to do with women's Lib now needing 2 jobs .. so we can PAY LESSBECAUSE IN SUCH DEMAND! 🤔

Wed. April 16, 2025, 11:45 am.

(Link) 9 years old was COKE .. and constructing the cathedral for our soul STUPIDLY with brown SUGAR water .. COKE! COKE formed my obsession with Health, power and control, and designing structures whether systems or just beautiful SAFE and yet Beautiful Buildings 

Mon. April 14, 2025.

Describe evil .. yes I am god .. need disciples! link

The screaming and demonization makes us think the world is ending. But GOOD THOUGHTFUL CARING HUMANS are the masses. Digital DYSTO{PIA just let selfish and shallow heading EVIL be LOUDER and creating DESPAIR. If you are not DESPRESSED TODAY you are losing your NORMAL HUMAN! Forget pills or the usual mental illness crap .. it FEELS Hopeless when we let the SCREAMERS make us think they are winning. NO!! If we get together, if we ACT but in a kind caring way us NORMAL THINKING HUMANS will WIN THIS WAR! 

Constantly remind each other .. WE NORMAL Good humans are the MASSES, We thinkers who want NO HARM TO OTHERS are "We the people". Some are just sheep heading to zombie and if they respect us .. I bet we can bring them back! I can not bring back my daughter .. but someone she respects probably can. We are each at a different spot on the good evil specrrm (or brain loss). Those less extremely OPPOSITE will be able to HEAR each other! This reminder will even help us SEE some who seem MEAN and cruel can be RESCUED. Think they can be "saved" but instead of that LAZY selfish behaviour, they can be saved from selfish shallow behaviour caring only for SELF. To be SAVED takes ACTION. Sure we THINKER wired humans would still be cave men but it beats the insane HELL we have created!

April 13, 2025, 6:00 pm.

WE are building a NEW "Order System"! Revised democracy and capitalism back to NORMAL .. pPERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY for the HUMAN Family and our HOME. Maybe it is not too late to revise the stupid INDANITY of a society based on the SELF and CONSUMPTION.

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Maybe J L p says thinking and feeling is evil .. because people have no time. (OR their THINK R B is fired and they are INTIMIDATED. Just consider us THE ENEMY!😱 There are books on EMPATHY being a DISEASE! We need to act because REAL NORMAL HUMANS are going EXTINCT.

Sat. April 12, 2025, 11:00 pm.

If you are screaming? .. GET OUT. This is NOT your community of belonging. Only REAL Humans are allowed. REAL NORMAL HUMANS who want to find TRUTH and be FAIR to others .. belong here. Our imagined "progress" has DEVOLVED our society and we are o the verge of COLLPSE .. BECAUSE sheep and zombies JUS SCREAM DEMONIZING THE OTHER! Real HUMANS LISREN and LEARN from the other. There will always be 2 sides .. NORMAL REAL Humans listen, LEARN and try to COMPROMISE. This is far too INCONVENIENT for our society of Fast and Easy! Do you notice everything in our life is SCREAMING? Colours, smells, tattoos, hair and of course stupid SCREAMER beings all create chaos and confusion, especial to HSP (Highly sensitive people) People who THINK and want TRUTH and a sense of FAIR ORDER are now feeling EXTREMELY STRESSED! I believe we THINKER Dreamers of BETTER being possible are about to explode. There is such an overload of overwhelming STRESS I think we are a H Bomb ready to explode. H for HUMAN Time Bomb of either suicde overdose or mass murder. Instead of us REAL HUMANS DYING .. might it not be better to wage a PRECISE war speicficly on EVIL? War is STUPID .. might removing those who are destroying our very HUMANITY be smarter? Thousands of years and we still do WAR .. harming hundreds thousands of innocent people? Evil is a being willing to harm our human Family and home simply for their own profit or POWER.

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Tues. April 15, 2025, 9:30 pm.

Michael Lewis ("What is government" book) He says no one will ever FEEL the SAME about America now! If I am afraid to go, no longer trusting and having lost RESPECT for my beloved country (though canadian?).. imagine people who really never LIKED America to begin with! They now have every reason to throw those colonialists to the dogs. The end of the TOURISM Industry? Lewis .."We should not have allowed these people's jobs to be cut. It is a DAMNING (STATEMENT) on the state of our SOULS." ..!! It also seems to show there really are no guard rails when the "CULT of Left brainless" is in charge. God with his failed Magic Magnet (link) expected his HUMANS to stay NORMAL with heart and MIND, not focused only GREED for Self. So the Founding Fathers never expected a cut of greed to seize power caring for NOTHING but SELF, power and control even if suffering in involved for OTHERS!

Government was meant to MANAGE RISK. Now with the cult of heartless Left brains it CREATES RISK and multiplies it. Completely opposite to the new HUMAN calculating REAL value accounting system. Are we too late? get together with family friends Partners and start a FAIR community. We can start the CAFE in churches and move on fro there .. empty city buildings etc. The willing to FAIR certify corporations will sponsor us. It proves they are still human and means they get customers instead of. BOYCOTT. Yes it is THREATS and BLACKMAIL .. but remember everything is good AND bad. (Link LAW of NORMAL) In this case very GOOD! It shows we still are able to be RESPONSIBLE and quit being LAZY!

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The reason everything is called a conspacy and speakers are stigmatized is because we might catch on how PROOGANDED we have actually become. WE believe everything they have told us. What do you think Women's lib (no respect for the huge IMPORTANCE of family did? I. was studying Home economics in 1970, but then I went to Teachers College. NO ONE WAS RANTING ABOUT UNFAIRNESS TO WOMEN! Why? Because it was "CONTROL communication" (my CON word)  to BEGIN the war of men against women. And look at it now .. men hating women nd screaming women demonizing men. I suggest FAMILY where mom keeps the home CALM and their care NOT DIVORCED parents raising RESPONSIBLE children who will be good citizens is far far better than our imagined (MIND CONTROLLED) "progress". I. suggest our "progress" was purely CPNTROLLED benefit to an increasingly GREEDY Power Structure that decidie they need CONTROLLED SHEEP.

EVen TV I so late realize with ANGER .. was PROPOGANDA. Like I said .. nobody in my time was screaming how unfair FAMILY WAS. Poor women so undermined form independence. Guess what? 2 jobs create 2 people now needing jobs where only a man needed one! Great we can reduce pay .. since jobs are more scARCE. @ JOBS IN A FAMILY CREATE STRESS AND REDUCED ORDER AND JOY. Stress then helped DIVORCE become huge. LISTEN TO ME! When I was a kid I went to a bar with my big sister and husband. We all gossiped at one end of the bar about the divorcee sitting at the other. She was one to be SHUNNED. I must clarify I lived in rural Stratfor ON which was probably way behind city time, but please follow my BIG PICTURE. IN fact if you want to be in this COMMUNITY (the LAST Church and country! 😆 .. you must always look at my ideas BIG Picture .. do not scream about every little detail I could have wrong. The reason civilization is collapsing is because we have been FORGETTING to look at the BIG PICTURE. Everybody know MORE than me about their SPECIAL area of expertise

I lived through this time in Human History and I suggest it is the most fascinating history of all time. So much change! Ask Yourself was it for the better? 

Mon. April 14, 2025, 10:45 am.

Rather than hear what I was saying re Staev Hartman's wonderful GOOD HUMAN stories that are so uplifting, my daughter REFUSED to listen shaming me for my stupidity to watch fake news. Traditional news must be valued for propaganda .. but they is still great benefit to it. From hear on in .. no more listening to screamers UNWILLING to LISTEN and THINK, to reconsider. We only share the good people and CONSTANTLY help each other remember "the evil" is th MINORITY. Those who MUST WIN AT ALL COSTs, happy to know down others are actually DISABLED. I spent a lot of tie hating non my daughters bullying. Let's try tp remember these screaming demonizers are actually DISABLED. Most of their Right brain THINKING wiring is gone. They become WARRIORS and only attack, while us WORRIERS try to consider the FUTURE and learn from the past. Taking bo RESPONSIBILITY FOR OUR AFFECT on the Human family and HOME is what got us in this mess. BEING LAZY and just yelling at thoughtful people "Be positive, why are you so negative?" is STUPID and selfish. LEARN from us. STOP the LAW of NORMAL destruction we are creating with our consumption and greed!